I have to admit, this feeling sucks. I miss someone. I don't miss someone. I have no idea who exactly I'm missing. But I can strongly say that I'm missing a person. But what even more sucks is, I shouldn't be missing this person. Would you miss someone who clearly wants to push you out of their life?
I'm a total idiot/fool for missing this person. But I can't help it. He came when my I was down and felt like everything was useless. But it can't be helped. Words couldn't describe this feeling. I'm feeling like I will lost a friend. Yet again, another person in my life. Though it's clearly just a friend, I still dislike the idea of losing anyone :/